of loving nothing.
of feeling afloat instead of aswim.
and i will hold my breath for hours.i
will find a million ways to survive.
and you promise me nothing.
you discourage me.
but still.
how could i not love something so beautiful.
so perfectly clear.
so crafted.
and weighty.
and full.
you know that i search for these things.
the most hidden and rare things of life.
and then i found you.
covered in dust.
and i cannot let you go now.
for nothing else compares.
though i wouldn't know.
my eyes don't even look anymore.
and i am content here.others look at my hands as empty.
as would anyone. even you.
but i dont complain.
i am too lost in wonder.
or.
just satisfied.
and so. i smile.
just all the time.
mostly.
all because I am so full of you.
just thoughts of you.
just lost in details.
but not lost at all.
and so this is love.
in a way that is the truest thing i have known.
no born dependency.
no binding promise.
no spoken word.
just the feeling of you in my mind and you filling up my lungs.
thats all for today.. short and sweet.
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